Well, I know its been a long time since I last posted here, but I have a...good reason, I suppose, if you could call it that.

 I'm going to die due a virus that attacks my heart.

No, I'm not joking. I'm typing all of this up on my laptop in a hospital bed, mostly just as way to distract myself. I have about a month or two left. They did all they could, but I'm not responding to the medicine, so...you know.

And no, I haven't just given up, I'm still trying to fight it, but I know that its a pointless battle.

I'll keep posting here for as long as I have, and then...I don't know...

So, if there's anything left to say...post it here. 

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Relax. You only live twice, you know.

You never know, you could indeed get better.

 

I've seen people pull out of stuff like that.

 

 

I don't know what else to say... 

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I am Verry sorry to hear that... We had another memmber on here go threw the same thing, though it ended up being a mis diagnosis on the docters part, I wish you are as lucky as he was.

Do not give up, like Break said, people have survived this kind of thing before!

If you dont mind me asking, what exsactly is the Virus?, how did you get it?,

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Theres a hole in the world like a Great black pit and ists filled with people who are filled with ***!.

^Thanks to Eva ^__^ <3

I don't really know you, so I don't have a clue what I could say in a situation like this.

All I can say is that you must be strong. Whatever they have said, keep fighting. And even if you think it is pointless to fight, keep doing so. Everything is possible as long as you have faith for it. I don't want to see you leaving your loved ones so soon.

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Vergil-demon in blue:

I am Verry sorry to hear that... We had another memmber on here go threw the same thing, though it ended up being a mis diagnosis on the docters part, I wish you are as lucky as he was.

Do not give up, like Break said, people have survived this kind of thing before!

If you dont mind me asking, what exsactly is the Virus?, how did you get it?,

 

Nah, I don't mind.

The truth is, all I really know is that it attacked my heart in such a way that it is slowly shutting down.

 

I don't even know how the hell I got it. One day I just starting having chest pains like mad, but I thought it was just heart burn, you know? Then when it was hurting, I blacked out and woke up in a hospital. That was a while ago.

 

On the bright side, I graduated High School and I haven't been a virgen for like...a year now, so at least I'm not going out without knowing some of the good stuff.

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Relax. You only live twice, you know.

Quicksilver:

I haven't been a virgen for like...a year now, so at least I'm not going out without knowing some of the good stuff.

 

at least there's one bright side right?  but seriously, it'll be weird to come here one day and not see your name somewhere.  i mean, you've been here way longer than me and one of the only people i remember from back then who still comes here.  well, stay strong and keep this in mind; WWDD? (what would dante do?)

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"So, you want a piece of me literally. Ok bro, come and get it if you can."

I really don't know what to say. I mean I don't know you, but still, I hope that you can fight this virus, I really do. It'll be sad to see a member of SOS leave like that.

Keep fighting, I've heard planty of stories where people are told they have only months left, but pull through for another few years, maybe longer. So never give up hope, and keep fighting. We're all right behind you ^_^

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Many thanx to blackhealer for drawing me this ^_^

Blackness covers all I see and all I touch
No feeling of pain just sorrow
My hand loses grip of the sword I held
And I turn to become a true shadow.

(\-M-/) Muah ha ha...Fear the Bunny King!!!
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:/ They just said it was a Virus?

If they cant tell you what it is..id almoast opt for another Docter... Or, if they did tell you...well... Id still get some one elses opinion!. People have been wrong before... maybe you do have a virus one they havent delt with but some one els has?, im praying for a misdiagnosis...

Wish you luck buddy

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Theres a hole in the world like a Great black pit and ists filled with people who are filled with ***!.

^Thanks to Eva ^__^ <3

NNNNNOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant believe this crap your dying and theres nothing i can do DAMN IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! only if i could be there with you when your gone to be there  [:'(]  im actually crying for the first time in years now do all of you understand why i want power  to help people from dying   i hope you live if there was a way to help you live id even sacrafice everything of mine  my money even my own life to help you live quicksilver [:'(] [:'(] [:'(]  damn it shadow why cant you stop crying ? is there anyway you could live longer i dont want you to die i dont want a fellow brother to die like this  this is why i hate being a human because i cant help people from dying DDDDDDAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMNNNNNNNNN IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!      i cant believe it quicksilver fight just fight it and you will live  i only have one more thing to say if you dont make it it is my honor to say i loved u as a fellow member and brother or sister [:'(] [:'(] [:'(] [:'(] [:'(] [:'(] [:'(][:'(] [:'(] [:'(] 

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Dont you touch her she has nothing to do with this, LET HER GO!!

Get a heart transplant. And yes those are real. I checked. You will get a healthy heart from a guy that died recently. Shadow..chill dude. He's gonna be fine.

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You can call me DK.



Ocelot Image not made by me.

i hope so tdk i hope so

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Dont you touch her she has nothing to do with this, LET HER GO!!

Like many others -- I don't really know you and therefore really don't know what could be said in a situation like this. But, alas -- as others have said, be strong and keep fighting. Don't lose faith and think positively, I too don't want to see you leaving your loved ones so soon. Hope to see you get better buddy. 

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Kinda just like what others put, i don't really know you, but i was told about you dying from someone else and i didn't really react. Now seeing how i actually reacted...i feel very....sorry. I usually don't have pity on people but to read what you put it makes me feel sorry for you, and i wish you alot of luck. I hope you get better.  =]

yes i know that wasn't the most pleasant thing to put...but i just put what i thought...

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Boo f*ckin hoo you're not the only one whose live's a piece of sh*t,
And yet miraculously somehow we all seem to deal with it.
Did anybody think that you would really seriously slit your wrists?
In fact I think that everybody thinks you're seriously full of sh*t.
You think you're saying something relevant as you connect the dots,
You never realized you have to get in line to suck a c*ck.
You're telling me that fifty million screaming fans are never wrong.
I'm telling you that fifty million screaming fans are f*cking morons.
You don't mean it.

~ Mindless Self Indulgence

[:'(] All right enough tears from me for at least a couple of years i hope you get better  i really do

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Dont you touch her she has nothing to do with this, LET HER GO!!

Guess all I can say is goodbye, I'm glad you are optimistic and positive you really couldn't ask much more from a person, I'm sure you've made SOS a better place to be and I hope you pull through as long as possible, it's been good to know you, thanks for being here, goodbye.   

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