Yo everybody. After some truly insane personal experiences (send pm if you want details), I've made a new friend and gotten back to writing poetry. This one, I wrote for my new friend, because she's awesome, but it was (obscurely) addressing an issue that caused some negative type friction.

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I never thought that I'd be here
But it's every how and always near
Loneliness, tears, the 24 marks that pierced my wrist
They're only a few stories that I'd never miss

There was nothing wrong with the messaged you'd send
Was it truly my incompetence that didn't make amends?
I awoke to a demon's scream to find it was only my own
... you whispered into my ear until I gave a dying moan

I approached you with wide open arms as you aimed the .44
You said you didn't mean to, but I couldn't help hitting the floor
Your words opiate like the narcotics I never brought
... until your and my bad habits became the demons I've always fought

I would never hurt you; I only gave you a whole-hearted hug
I always kept my cool and never dared get smug
I love that you care
And that physically, you're always there

I want to hear what you've got to say, but hate when you don't speak
I  can put up with everyone's imperfections , but it makes me no less weak
You and I aren't so different; we won't forsake the other
But you've torn open deep scars; this pain does smother

Flashbacks will haunt in these coming days
I can barely see you through my all-surrounding haze
Senses fail as I break down to cry
Are apples and bullets so far from the eye?

I've got no bone to pick
But do something quick
It's the only thing I want you to say
One whole-hearted sorry, and the suffering goes away.

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Suppress Us
Repress Us
With Suttle Delusions

I stand here living on a thread of hate and revenge.
Being pushed to your destruction.
My soul screams to burn you out and out and out into nothing but ashes.
The inferno of vengeance scrambling order.

 absorbing the persona of distortion and recklessness
this is a new vehicle of life
burning you in an inferno of hate
my body melts in a puddle of shedding humanity
teach me how to feel

can you hear sorrow screaming in the wind of hate
this is some sort of malfunction
slipping in and out of persona
alone in a swirl of unknown

so many guides with false faces
we can barely crawl on our own two hands
rolling around in all directions
guess what makes us free

affectionate fools
love is for weaklings
cold and calculating
makes me all too free

vengeance in rage
hatred in you
spilling your blood
pleasure in your disgust

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Blody Blue Poem

Il Never joke, Never smile
Il be like this for a while

Never Laugh, Never care
When you need me, I wont be there

When your crying, il shy away
You could ask me not to go,But I cannot stay.

I will Never sleep.
Because I might dream of you

Why im like this?
Trust me, You dont havwe a clue.

My happyness, only brings others into pain
So to Enjoy any moment, I shall Refrain.

You can take my Joy, I dont need it
Just leave me with lonelyness to feed it.

Take my heart and stomp it out
Make it bland and Fell

Remove my permit to feel
and send me to Hell.

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This is what happens when an unstoppable force meets an immovable object. ...



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I like it! Quick and ends in Hell.

Hickory dickory dock,
Vergil's lost the plot,
Arkham's a fraud,
He wants the sword
But we just say: Jackpot!

Vergil, Vergil, Sparda's son
Dared not use another's gun
When his brother came to play
Arkham should have run away.

Dante, Dante climbed a wall
Just to scale Temen-Ni-Gru,
All the demons and forces of hell,
Can't help the fact that Vergil fell. 

If you see it you wish you were blind...

If you hear it you wish you were deaf...

If you feel it you wish you were dead...

It's Me.

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Curiosity killed the world y'know...
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(>*.*<) The Fat Staring Bunny
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Greetings my lovely Children
Little devils that you are

I can see the rain of Terror
that you have spred wide and far

You are all my Chalice
There blood is my wine

the scent, the taste, the Texsture...
is all so verry fine.

There Screams I could dance to all night
But it is all to tempting to bite!.

And with the loveing Devils kiss
There is no more struggle, but an empty silence....

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This is what happens when an unstoppable force meets an immovable object. ...



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The task of Sparda

 

Snow fell like whispered tears,

The shadows drew,

The Evil near,

And the Devil with his tricks

Led the host of the fallen

 

So the angels went to war,

Led by faith,

From Eden’s shores

And they clashed on mortal soil

Land was blackened, oceans boiled

 

Raphael fought Belial,

And the banshees gave chill wails

With a flutter of wings

He took his chance.

The demon withered on his lance.

 

Sparda came with blade unsheathed,

Fuelled by a demonic grief,

He thrust and stabbed,

He cut and slashed

Toward the demon gate he dashed.

 

A troop of men came to this field,

The demons turned,

The demons killed,

And the angels battled on,

Till the demons were near gone

 

But Lucifer he changed his shape,

Wing and scale changed from his cape,

His very swords became as claws

And so he came to Eden’s shores,

Leading the host of the fallen

 

But at the very bitter end,

Sparda with his armour rent,

Did close that most unholy gate

His sword did save the human’s fate

And the host began to fall.

 

But Lucifer still full of pride

Oblivious to all his kind,

Did cause this holy civil war,

And came to Michael at the door

Full of his benevolence

 

And so Michael with his spear,

Made the dragon disappear,

With a thrust he sent him low,

Back through the now closing door,

So the demons lost the war.

Haven't been on here in a while...can't believe my very first thread is still up. Well here is some new poems for yall. Hope you like! ^_^

 

Missing you while your away, missing you for another day
Wanting to see you, wanting to be with you
Seeing your face, hearing your voice
You are my only choice
You're the one that makes me see, you're the one that makes me want to be
You're the one that makes me smile, you're the one I want longer then "a while"
Wishing to see you again, wishing to see my long lost friend
Wanting to dance with my better half, wanting to sing, to dance, to laugh
You're all I want, you're all I see
You're truly all I need
You are my pride, you are my joy
You re my boyfriend, not my toy
Wanting a future with you, wanting to continue to be at you side
Day and night
I will think of you before I sleep, I will think of you when I wake
I will always think of you, that's one thing no one can take
I care about you, and what you do
I care about how you feel, even if its not a big deal
I will forgive you when you let me down, no matter what I will always be around
You are perfect in my eyes, you are perfect even in your bad times
Lies may create tides, but I will clam the seas to hear what you truly mean
Faith is what I have in you, even if there I wronging that you do
I hope to see that you have the same in me, the wrongs may come from me
When I am wrong, you are right
When I'm scared, you are ready to fight
When I am hurt, you are just the one that comforts
This poem, these words will never be enough to show you what is true
I love you…

This one was dedicated to my boyfriend who I have been with for 6 months now! YAY!! ^.^

Stab me in the heart with a knife, pull it out slowly
The wolves are getting lonely, getting hungry
They will make me feel, they will make me bleed
But they will make me feel, unlike you whose shoulder is as cold as ice
Unforgiving, unloving you stare down at me with reminding eyes of my demise
Blindly ignore me, blindly hurt me
Anger and hate coming to make a date, what will we make?
Shall we make misery and sorrow?
No loneliness and despair?
Oh even better lets make hate and revenge! That is my favorite to the very end!
No longer the wolves bother me, I'm getting use to the idea of being out numbered
Swing arms left and right, I put up my greatest fight
You shouldn't have fed me to the dogs, cause now I have nothing to defend
The hounds cry and howl by the pain that I'm giving them now
And knowing they could not win they find someone else to end
And they look to you
Hope you like pain because your going to be in a world of hurt
But don't worry it'll be over soon, in fact I'll help you
Let me let you know how I feel, we'll turn the tables and spin the wheel
Its time to let you know just how I feel…

This one was made just out of pure boredom. xD lol

 

Come to me, leave me be
Hold on to me, let me go
Stay with me, go home
Kiss me, don't bring your face anywhere near me
Touch me, keep your hands to yourself
Talk to me no one else, get way go by yourself
I care about you, I'm no body's  fool
You care about me, not everything is about yourself
I want to kiss you, but instead hit you
Trust you, fear you
Trusting me, dumbest thing you'd ever be doing
Just the same, no where to be compatible
So much in common, couldn't be farther apart
Complement me, insult me
Don't drugs, like I care what you do
Just need you to talk me, did I ask you to be next to me
Please don't go, find yourself another "Woe"
Don't cry, grow up and get out of my sight
Your everything I've wanted, your far from perfect
I don't want this to end, I can't wait till you give up again
Tell me that you love me, tell me what you don't like about me
I want to be with you for the rest of my life, hell no I won't be your wife
I say tell you one thing but think another
When I push you away I only want you to come closer
When I pull you near I wish no one was here
When I call you names its all just a playful game
When I tell you I love you its true
When I lie you don't let it fly
When you make me laugh sometimes I cry
When it gets cold you hurry me inside
When I stare up at the sky you wonder why
When I tell you your perfect for me you smile at me
When you tell me how much you love me I turn red as a cherry
When I dance with you I want to keep up with you
I want to scream to the world how much I care
I want you to know that I'm always there
I want to make a song just for you and me
I want us to dance till we get dizzy
I want to be the one you want the one you need
I want to apologize for my temper I promise I'll get better
I want you to know that I want us to always be
And the day that you tell me that we can not be I'll fall to my knees…

This one is about a girl who at first didn't like the way she was acting when she was with her boyfriend but then in the end she loved him. (Yeah yeah yeah I know too many mushie gushie poems.) lol

                                                        Torn In Two

Pride and Envy, Love and Hate
Between the Two I debate
Happy with Pride or living inside
Which One will I decide?
Its not a big deal, its too much to take
Should I give up? Its not too late
Me or Him, which One will win?
What to do oh what to do?
I need a new point of view
What I am and who I should be
Are Two different things you see
I use to be happy, I use to be free
Now what I am I no longer want to see
The feeling inside does not want to hide
But the me outside will not be pushed aside
This is not me, this is not who I want to be
I don’t want to care, I don’t want him to be there
I don’t want to be alone, I don’t want to be at home
Happy and Free is what I want to be
Why? Oh why? Can’t I just be me?

Wow...Umm....the title got a little retarded there...sorry about that. >.< Anyways this one was just made out of pure boredom as well. xD lol  

Lone Wolf

I cry out alone, to the moon, to the unknown
I am the lone wolf that cries alone
Standing outside searching for someone
Day in and day out I run, the moon my only companion
I run to find someone, to find somewhere I belong
Time is running out, the night is near, soon enough I will not be here
The hunt begins, their sent in the wind
The hunters are here, for it is not them I fear
It is being like this, being alone, being here is what I fear
I belong in a pack, I belong in a home
I belong anywhere but this unknown
The hunt will begin, some day they will win
But I will not easily give in
I am the stray that will not obey
I am the free that you can not be
I am the one that can not be undone
The hunters have come, they want their fun
The savage game they love to play
They'll set out food, they bring their fake calls, they whisper of joy and happiness in song
But I know this is a deadly trick
They come out of hiding because their tricks don't tempt me
They show me what monsters they truly can be
Blood will spill, it's the thrill of their kill
They call us monsters, they call us fends
But they don't know that they are these awful beings
Then I felt it, the sharp unbearable pain
They have shot me, they have won their game
As I lay battered and broken, they take nothing as a token
They do not want what they see, only the chase seemed to be
The fun, the thrill, the blood and the kill
That is all they wanted, that is all they gained
Their shadows left my sight, but one hunter remained for this night
Why is it he stood by me?
He is the one that played the game
 In fact he is why I suffer from this pain
Why is there tears falling? You're the one that shot me!
Why is there no happiness?
Why is there no glee?
Why is sorrow all I see?
He falls to his knees and wraps his arms around me
Why is he saying I'm sorry?
With gentle strokes he pets the blood white fur
Slowly he strokes away the pain till I no longer remain
For so long alone without a home
I am finally no longer alone…

This one was made when a friend and I where fighting.
 

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I am Forever Stray

I live my life with love and pride

i'll make it short and sweet...

 

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"The sky cries,
The rain has fallen...
The river rises
I drift,i float to eternity..."
-Pearl The Shattered Jewel-


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um im bad at makin poems but ill give ti a shot

love is like death

deadly and cruel

it hurts me with its horrible Breath

and when its over i feel like a fool

and then i realize they took my heart and left

and anger and rage fill me

and my heart the girl kept

when tis finnaly over there is no moer glee left in me

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God i always hated how you made my arm like this but now i know this arm was made to send guys like back to hell!!!!!! NOW YOU DDDDIIIIIEEEE!!!!!!!!

Meh, not bad actually. Practice and perfect, thats the name o the game.

Rebound

Ive, lost, all, my, Feeling
Ive, lost, all, my , sight...

I, lost, my , will....to love
I, lost, my , will... to fight...

 So throw me to the floor and tell me what I am
Tell me the worthless piece of *** and that im Damnd

Oh, please dont hold back on me now
Wont you break me and bend me, and leave me to rot.
Cut me so deep that it breaks my heart, Hell yea now that hit the spot!

Could you tell me how worthless I am, in the end,
Pleas sum it up for me,wont you?, my friend

Spit on me, and rid yourself of that Violet Anger
*** on me, and leave me now........................

So I can stand back up, and stare you down
Dust myself off from that fall to the ground.

Laugh in your face and tell you your a disgrace
Point to the door and tell you to leave this place

My pal my friend youve lost your mind
I am cool colective, cunning and kind

And when and if we do part one day
It would be you who has lost, not the other way.

You'd louse a friend a shoulder to cry with
Id louse a memmory...a dream...a myth

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This is what happens when an unstoppable force meets an immovable object. ...



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